I believe in a creator, but not God, if you know what I mean, with all due respect to those who hold sincere beliefs.
I've posted on other sites that the only proof you need for the existence of a creator is the fact that there are three different species of zebra.
I saw a pic of a two humped camel recently and it was as though I'd seen one for the first time - it immediately reinforced my view that a creator did all this, since the dawn of time, our planet and our universe have been the canvas upon which a single mind has expressed itself.
So with that in mind, don't look for mercy or concern to be registered over the fate of even the smallest and most vulnerable of us, the Creator is not a benevolent, caring entity, the Creator just is.
As mammals, we humans look entirely the same in fetus form as all the other mammals. We stem from the same template, the Creator merely set in place a code that increasingly differentiated the other mammals from us the further down the gestational process we go.
The more we learn about computers, code writing and formulas, the more we will understand how a creator would indeed know about every sparrow that falls to earth.