If anyone seriously thought the money that was targeted would ever be enough to buy a club of the stature and facilities of Leeds United, even in their current lowly position, they were out of their tiny minds. It was always going to either be a non-league club, or a league club in desperate financial straits where a million quid would make a real difference.
I actually think Ebbsfleet wasn't a bad choice in the end, sitting in the top half of a feeder league for the bigger leagues. Of course it would have been better had they been in the hunt for promotion straight away, but there is no automatic right to that, and although a good sum of money was raised, we're still a million miles away from the type of success-buying investment that the likes of Abramovich has brought to Chelsea for instance. Again, anyone who thought that success would automatically follow was not in touch with reality. That's certainly not the reason I've opted out - my own football-supporting history underlines that I have never been a glory-chaser.
I think it was more a case of me letting them down than the other way around in the end. I simply didn't find the time to visit the website or follow the club's progress and business. they certainly tried to keep up my interest with frequent reports and communications, and I don't think they can be faulted for effort.
There was always going to be a problem with the location of the club in the end, and possibly a more centrally-based club in England might have proven a more popular choice to give the backers a fairer chance of actually attending some games. Ironically, after my interest had waned, my nearest 'big' club, Wrexham FC, were relegated out of the 'big' leagues for the first time in their history, and found themselves in the same Blue Square league as Ebbsfleet - I missed my chance to see them by one day, as I drove past Wrexham's stadium on a Sunday, to see Ebbsfleet's name on the huge Next Game hoarding, about to be removed 24 hours after the game. I was almost gutted!
I really do hope the 'dream' continues though, Roger, and I certainly have no regrets about that initial investment. There's always been a sense of romance associated with football, which is a big part of why the die-hard fans go back week-in, week-out even in the bleak times (which for many clubs is more often than not). This venture was always a bit Roy of the Rovers, and that's what appealed to me initially. I don't feel like a sucker in any way, and I really doubt whether many of those who did as Peepsie and I did will feel that way either.
Apart from my better half of course...who didn't read the small print, hates football, and thought she was buying an actual share.